you can say that i'm a bad mother, but sometimes i honestly think, "if maya weren't around i could get so much more done." i was thinking this the other day when i was trying to get an order filled and maya kept distracting me. then i realized, i never would've started making my tagE*blankEs if i didn't make one for maya in the first place, and i never would've met my friend K who orders tons of my stuff because i met her at rie class, which i take maya to. so without maya's existence i wouldn't be so busy.
and then you know what rupert said? "that's the kind of positive thinking i don't appreciate around here."